Demo 2011
Constricted
I woke up this morning
Don’t know what to do
Don't know where to go
I realize
My whole life
Is just a drop
In the sea
I never
I never want to fade
We don't need love
We just give hate
We disappear by the daily grind
My whole life
I want to wrest
My thoughts
From this regulation
I refused to be
A part of this
Open eyes and open minds
Don't tell me it's over
It's just the start
So don't look back
Fuck everything
I tried to find
A reason why
I'm on my own
Against this emptiness
You don't know how I feel
You're just a stupid machine
I hope I don’t decay
On my try to escape
Long Distance
Breath in
I can't do this
Don't tell me what I like to hear
Standing in the doomside
Is depressing me to much
My heartbeat goes on but
This aspiration tears me down
Red Sunset
Bleak hills
It feels like you lie next to me
Breath out
I feel your breath on my neck
Take me far
Far away
Beloved but lonesome
Letting go is just another way to say
That I will always love you
This faraway place
Rips me from the inside
I can't handle this anymore
I can't imagine how my life would be
Without you
Inner Emptiness
Are these the words you want to hear
Is this all I have to say
These words are like a cold dead breeze
Like sand running through our hands
I feel nothing
I'm dead inside
My heart in hear lap
Like a dove in his cot
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I feel nothing
But you are my hope
It's like fall without red fallen leafs
Like Scratching hearts in burning trees
You can't trade heroes for ghosts
I wish you were here
By my side
Close to me
By my side
I can't sleep
I can't eat
I feel nothing
But you are my hope
I can't let this go
I'm torn between you and me
This is my desire
But I can't handle this incubus
To many sleepless nights
To many heartless fights
My feelings trapping me
Thinking in Circles
Continuous
We always do the same
Just black-painted thoughts
The head in our hands
The hands behind our bags
They trying to forget
Tear yourself in blood red scraps
How many times will you live the days like this
Win or lose this game called life
Stop comparing yourself to others
I'm burning outside but my inside is cold
Lose yourself
Lose control
Wreck your mind
No regrets
Keep on searching
Is this all I can give
This is my last breath
I gave everything
To find a way out
